fighter's journal

occihc08

We are going to have a party tonight at Czar's place. It is supposed to be a Post Halloween Party of the BNT. I still do not know kung magcocostume ako...

My Sister Slut told me to dress up like a Japanese School Girl. Hmmm..Masyadong ma-effort. Then she suggested that I should go to the party as if I just took a bath. So I borrowed a lacy bathrobe from Mommy Allaine.

Now, I am still deciding if I should wear that or if I should just go dressed up as myself...

More details tomorrow.

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I was blog-hopping earlier this day. I found the Twisted Blogsite of Jessica Zafra. I read one of her posts about ubersexuality which led me to an article about it.

This bothers me.

Ubersexuality?! Kelan kaya sila mauubusan ng sexuality?! I wonder what's next? I-am-not-gay Sexuality?

Based from what I read, Ubersexuals are men who are "politically aware  and passionate about real world causes."

IMO, the term metrosexual is another term for being a closet gay. or as Jessica puts it, "gay but doesn't know it yet ot hasn't come to terms with it" sexuality."

Whatever.

occihc08

Now I am alone here at a Malate cafe. Actually, not alone. I am with two of my online friends, Drew and Arnold.

I cannot believe Jeff stood me up.

More details tomorrow.

occihc08

The night wasn't bad after all.

First, Drew, Arnold and I went to Synder to see if there is a vacant room. Sadly, wala. So we have waited for about thirty minutes. Wala pa rin. So we decided to hang out at Rainbow Project.

The place is great. It was my first time there and I really like the ambiance. Very cozy. Very relaxing.

Too bad, Jeff wasn't there. Tinamad daw siya kaya hindi pumunta. Hehehe.

Now, I am at work. Doing almost nothing.

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Promote: Kyla will be having her own show at QTV 11 that will start later at 8 PM. SAbi niya she will sing Somewhere Over The Rainbow for the opening. If you are a Kyla fan, you should not miss this. And if you are not a Kyla fan, watch this. Im sure after this, you'll be a convert.

occihc08

This is definitely not my day.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit. I am so fucked up.

Di ba may mga araw na gusto mo na lang umiyak, magwala, magtapon ng gamit, mangaway ng tao at sumigaw ng hindi mo alam kung bakit?

Ngayon ang araw ko.

occihc08

I love the movie! I watched the movie last Saturday with my BNT friends.

I got teary eyed when Cedric died. Now im getting my self ready when it's Dumbledore's turn to die.

Plus, Krum is a hottie!

He looks like a porn star straight out from a Bel-Ami Productions. :D

HP5 is set to be released on July 2007.

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This Friday, Fabuloush Site will have its grand launch.

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Mga parinig:

>> What's the best thing about being single? Not dating someone twenty-plus years older than me. :D

>> You think you are winning your so-called fight? I hope you will realize that you are becoming like the person who is destroying us.

>> So what if you are isolating you and your lover from us? Just proves that you never really considered us as your friends. For you, we are just this group who is a bad influence to your lover. Grow up!

occihc08

This morning, I was waiting for a taxi to get to my work. But all of those who were passing by have passengers on it.

So I decided to take a jeep.

When I was on my way to Kamuning, a guy forced his way to seat on my right side. I wasn't aware that I was in the middle of two guys.

When my jeepney stopped to get gasoline, it took awhile before the gas boy attended to us. All of the passengers, most of them were students, were complaining.

When I was about to complaint, I caught the eye of this lady in front of me. She was pointing her lips to the two guys beside me.

Right away, I got scared and got off the jeepney. I think she was warning me that the two guys were about to do something. I will never know.

I never get to thank the lady. And if ever she is reading this piece, which I highly doubt, thanks for saving me from whatever the two guys you were pointing were planning to do.

WHENEVER YOU CALL
Mariah Carey

Love wandered inside
Stronger than you
Stronger than I
And now that it has begun
We cannot turn back
We can only turn into one

CHORUS:
I won’t ever be too far away to feel you
And I won’t hesitate at all
Whenever you call
And I’ll always remember
The part of you so tender
I’ll be the one to catch you fall
Whenever you call

And I’m truly inspired
Finding my soul
There in your eyes
And you
Have opened my heart
And lifted me inside
By showing me yourself
Undisguised

CHORUS

Bridge
And I will breathe for you each day
Comfort you through all the pain
Gently kiss your fears away
You can turn to me and cry
Always understand that I
Give you all I am inside

CHORUS
I won’t ever be too far away to feel you
And I won’t hesitate at all
Whenever you call

CHORUS

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This song brings me way back when I was in high school. The moment when I was sitting next to my first love in a bus listening to this song comes back to my mind vividly.

I miss my first love. I am not too far away from you.

occihc08

Last Friday was the grand launching of Fabuloush at Club Government. I went to Club Government  at around 10 PM becauseI do not want to miss the free drinks!

When I arrived, Abe, Art and some of my Fabuloush friends were there already.

I had a lot of fun! Actually, I met some of my Fab Online friends last week at Malate. I met Rainbow, Simplelife, Ramdelicious, Curting, Dominick, Bodyshots, Domwheesung, Superman, Angelpaoh and a lot more!

Again, we had the chance to hang out last Friday at Government.  I had a blast with them.

Among my BNT friends,I was with Cholo, Abe, Arth and Smudge. My schoolmate, Ryce was also present. Jeff wa supposed to come but, apparently, he did not know how to go to Government from Glorietta.

The Raging Divas performed that night and they were good. Though they lip-synched all through-out the performance, performance level talaga!

Went home at around 3.30 AM.

Now, I have won a new set of friends. I love having new friends.

Making new friends make me miss my old friends so much.

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My Mom and my siblings, together with my aunt, went to Tiandecitas last Saturday to shop and look around.

When they got back(Surprisingly, I didn't go out at all last Saturday.), they were talking about something. Nosy as I was, I tried listening to bits of their conversation while reading Harry Potter Book 5.

And guess what it is? Apparently, my mom saw my dad in Tiandecitas, eating merienda at 5 PM.

So all the bullshit that Dad was telling us that he had work until 4 AM flew out of the windows. (As if my mom believes the shit anyway.)

My mom told my oldest brother about it but she did not tell me about it.  Not that I care, but it is as if was left out on something important that concerns our family. Everyone of them knows except for me.

Anyway, I woke up Sunday morning at around 5 AM to pee. When I saw the bed of my Dad, he was not there yet.

So I thought my nightmares came true. But when I went back to sleep, I heard Dad through the door. So I went back to sleep.

What pissed me the most, is when on Sunday, he woke up AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED! Kapal ng mukha!

ARGH!