fighter's journal

occihc08

I was back last Friday and stayed until Sunday morning.

It was quite interesting because I was able to stay for three days.

As always, I cannot help but be emotional and melodramatic. What can I do? I was in the place where I fell in love with you.

Last Friday night, it was a nice feeling to lay my back upon the sands of the shore and just stare into the sky. My eyes went from one star to another. Then I thought of you.

Staring at the sky, I saw a falling star. I smiled. I remember the last time I saw a falling star at the same place, the child inseide me wished for you. I wished that you will, like the star, will fall for me.

Five months later, you still have not. I wonder if the falling star I saw that night is the same star I wished upon.

I closed my eyes, fighting back an outpour of emotions.

When I opened my eyes, I wondered if a falling star could fall twice. If a person is capable of falling in and out of love and then falling in love again with the same person.

I thought of you and sighed. I decided that resting myself on the shore was not doing me any good. I am beginning to be sober.  

I went back to our place. Surprisingly, when I checked on my phone, you had a message for me sent twice. Are you thinking of me the same time I was thinking of you?

haay...emote na naman...

I never want to go back to where I used to be. I want to move on.

But I have to say, and I know others will agree when I say this, moving on is a task easier said than done.