Watch this amazing performance from the country's R & B Princess, Kyla.
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It is very rare that I bitch during a night out but last Friday, I just cannot help it.
I was supposed to watch Narnia last Friday because there was a Fab night out but I was not in a movie kind of mood that night, so my friends (Raymond, Young, Ramde, Danz, Ian) and I decided to go straight to Malate. Danz went home.
We went straight to Synder and some of the Fab members joined us. In fairness, around 50 members arrived. So as expected, when billing comes, some of them became deaf. Some of them kept singing. Some of them went out of the room.
Well, I have nothing against Class C-D people but my God, if they don't have money to pay for what they ordered and to give their share on the room, they should have stayed home that night! And what pisses us more, these people do not even belong to the Class C-D group. So we (Young and I) decided to be bitches and ask them for their share. Rainbow arrived. Rainbow is tougher than Young and I combined. So we got through.
It is not that we expect everyone to pay, but we expect those who seemed to own the mic ever since he entered the room to pay at least his share on the room. And we also expect those who ordered to pay what they ordered. Some of them just drank and left! I think it is true that everyone turns into a deaf ear when the bill comes.
We went home at around 4 AM, Raymond and I went to BJs to eat breakfast. We talked about things that transpired that night. Afterwhich, we went home.
Argh! Social climbers -- burn in hell! Or just stay at home!
And now I say to you: I am patient. But do not push me to my limits. For one day, with no words, my heart will just break and you will find me gone.
So you were just fucking around when you texted me that you were on your way to Cebu on January 4. And this picture was taken on January 7, 2006 with a caption that said: 'before goin back to Cebu.'
I guess I was wrong wanting someone like you.
These foolish games are tearing me apart
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart...
**For the purpose of anonymity, I blurred his picture.
Last night, I went out with my friends. At first, we went to Cafe Carabana at Timog. Rainbow, Ramde, Young, Danz, Lester, Alvin, and Mantra were with me. After an hour, we went to Esquinita near ABS-CBN.
IMO, I think the night was very emotional. Raymond got teary eyed because he miss his other friends. Then at one point, Young walked out and went to the bathroom. Ramde and I followed. They were talking about something from Young's blog post. I have not read it yet last night so I cannot quite connect with what they are talking. So when I arrived at work today, I opened Young's blog and read his post.
I was shocked. I got teary eyed while reading the words from my friend. We know Young as a happy-go-lucky guy. That is why I am quite shocked by his post. I guess this is a living prrof that everyone in this world has his own excess baggages. And I guess the saddest heart can really lie behind the happiest face.
Now let me tell you my friend, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. First, I can relate to your problems in so many ways that if you want someone to talk to, I am just here. Second, as long as we are around, we will never leave you. We are just a call or text away. You will never have to cry alone again. In the long run, you will always have us.
About God's plans, I am sure He has plans for you. Remember: God can dream bigger for you than you can dream for yourself. Also keep in mind, it is okay to cry. And if you need a shoulder to put those tears on, mine is for free.
And you are absolutely right, no one can take away the light inside of you but yourself. So, don't forget to dust off you heart everytime you fall, and learn to love yourself more. And if you feel unloved, we -- your friends -- are here to make you feel that you are loved. And remember: you are beautiful.
We love you, mare.
It is the start of a new year. And last night, while trying to sleep at around 3 AM, I found myself thinking about love. Well, it has been awhile since I fell in love. And I miss the feeling of having someone.
I remember when I was young, I thought love was so simple. Well,until now, I want love to be simple. Although gifts are nice, there are more to love than pretty little gifts.
I want someone who will love me even when I don't love myself. I want someone who will love me even when I disappoint myself.
This is how I want to be loved.
I want to trust without thinking twice. I want to love without reservations. I want to be generous with my feelings and love unconditionally.
This is how I want to love.
And last night, while staring at the ceiling and hearing the steady beat of the ceiling fan, I thought of someone. I don't know who he is -- just SOMEONE.
I closed my eyes and imagined how he looked like. I imagined him with his dark hair, stunning little eyes, Close-up smile, smooth skin, and a tall lean physique.
Then I imagined holding his hands. How I want to feel safe within those arms.
I fell asleep. I met you in my dreams. I wonder when I can meet you in reality.
My shift today starts at 6 AM, so I woke up at 4:45 AM. As always, after realizing I have to get up for work, I checked my phone. There's a message from Baby C.
Sori,m alrdy n cebu,bt b Bck thre nxt month - 01/03/06, 11:17 PM
So he is back at Cebu. And he is coming next month -- February. In time for my birthday. I wonder if my birthday this year will be happier than that of last year's.
Hope to see you soon...
It is now January 3, 2006. A New Year.
And I have so many things to celebrate!
First things first. 2005 had been a great year for me. It brought me to a new set of great friends -- Fab Friends. It also strengthened my friendship with my other friends.
I spent my Valentine's day and my Birthday with the person I want to spend it the most. But it did not turn out well. As Jewel says, sometimes it be that way.
Summer 2005 is a memorable summer for me. At Holy Week, we went to Vigan. It was a very relaxing four-day off from our work. A month after, we went to Puerto Galera to have our skins kissed by the golden sun. Minus the traumatic trip back home, it was fun! I was sober on my first night, lying on the sands of the beach, staring at the stars(click here for more stories). And on my second night, I got myself so drunk that I gave away the CD of my friend to a bar. They said I even signed a paper to prove that I gave the CD to them. Guess what? Until now, I can't remembe signing anything. Yes, I was THAT drunk.
My work is stable. Though I am not enjoying it as much as I did at Saga, I survived! And my workmates are the best!
By late last year, as I have mentioned, I met a new set of great friends -- Fab Friends. By now, I have made a solid group from the members. I usually hang out with some of them. And I know I have mentioned them in my previous posts. And I love them as much as I love my other friends.
As the year came to an end, I was able to settle some issues. Well, settle is not the word. I just had the confirmation that everything between me and my former little prince is okay. On December 26, I realized that we do not need to dwell in what happened. I miss having him as a friend.
The year ended with a bang! Or should I say with an IPOD? Yes, I won an IPOD Nano at the White Party last December 29. I'm beginning to think that the IPOD is my new lover.
And the year is off to a good start. First, I have loaded all of my favorite songs in my IPOD Nano -- songs by Jewel, Kelly Clarkson Christina Aguilera, Mariah Carey, India Arie, Spice Girls, and Kyla. I listened to it every night.
Second, I woke up this morning with a text message coming from My Bomb.
M n Quezn Cty ryt nw...Wd my famly,and sme frnds...W've js gt bck hre from partyn...Ws bwt t txt u earlier, bt i ran out of credits...Hpe t meet up wd u soon, wr goin hme later... - 01/03/06, 1:08 AM
I just don't know if home means Cebu.
And to cap things off, when I arrived from work today, my workmates gave me a stuff toy of Bed Time Bear. Loves it.
Pictures will be posted soon.
After Topher's party last Monday, I went to Malate to meet up with Raymond and Ramde. We stayed at Fab Bar. We decided to meet again on Tuesday on the same place.
So on Tuesday night, we were at Fab Bar for the acoustic night with Lord Brian.
Ramde, Me, Lord Brian, Rainbow, Red and Dominick @ Fab Bar
As always, we had fun. My friends jammed with Lord Brian. Attendees were: Rainbow, Ramde, Dominick, Ghen, Ken, Red, Borj, Red, Jason, and me.
I went home early because I have to go to Cavite the next day for the birthday of one of my inaanaks -- East.
Daphne and I met at Mcdonald's Letran at around 4 PM. And we arrived at Arianne's House at 8:00 PM! Apparently, we got lost.
I miss being with my college friends. Attendees were: Pao, Arianne, Mitch, Dap, Joy, Alex, Mark, Verna, Jao and me. No pictures yet.
UPDATES: Joy is seven months pregnant. Isa isa na sila. Hehehe.
We went home at around 11 PM because I still ahve a aprty to attend to the next night, The White Party at the World Trade Center.
Fab Friends
Last night was the last Circuit Asia Party of the Year -- The White Party. At around 6 PM, Jeff and I met at Rob Placethen went straight to Rainbow's place to dress up. I was wearing a white sando with a FIGHTER21 (my nick) logo, a jacket (borrowed from Allaine), faded pants, white leather Chuckie Taylors and a white leather cap.
My friend Young joined the white costume competition . He did not win. But his costume was a bomb! For us, he is the winner.
But the highlight of the night: I won an IPOD NANO!!! Loves it!
I am not in the mood for blogging! I am still sleepy. More tomorrow. Or someday. I will also post more pictures when I write again.
Oh, Happy New Year to everyone reading!
Thanks to Jason aka Siphone for the White Party pictures. Thankee! mwah!
